Saturday, November 29, 2008

I Will Not Falter in the Face of My Accuser

I wrote this for my blog Supernatural Christian a few months back. It was my answer to an accusation. Saul as now come across those who do not understand and in that make accusations. I have, for many years, suffered under the prosecutions of my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ who are bound by the ties of this earth and do not nor even try to understand that God, our Redeemer, our Lord, our shelter has many mysterious and untold ways about Him. We as Christians limit our God by our controlling ways.

I reach out to those who do not understand and who fly to the false altar of religion. I pray that you will allow your God, the living God, to work through you without limits or your control.

I have been searching myself since last evening. Because the Word tells me to.

1 Corinthians 11:31 (New King James Version)

For if we would judge ourselves, we would not be judged.

The Lord is my shepherd and in Him I find the truth. Not through the accusations of man nor the lies of the evil one. God holds me together with His word and truth. Therefore, no truth can be found in the tongue of the deceived. Why do we feel the need to accuse the brethren of malice, when, perhaps, we just do not understand the untold mysteries of God.

When we look at an other's ministry and do not understand the mysteries of it, why do we, in our finite mind, decided that they are not, by any means, right with God. Instead, they must be under the influence of Satan. It is Biblical to judge within the church, but in that judgment, do we neglect our call to accept the things of God. Or are we, in our judgment, serving our own agenda.

Search thy self accuser of the brethren. It has been said, that because I experience many manifestations of the demonic and glory, that I am entrenched with Satan. I have prayed and searched myself on this accusation and feel confident that God is with me.

1 Corinthians 4:4 (New International Version)
My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me.

Isaiah 50:4 (The Message)

The Master, God, has given me a well-taught tongue.
So I know how to encourage tired people.
He wakes me up in the morning.
Wakes me up, opens my ears to listen as one ready to take orders.
The Master, God, opened my ears, and I didn't go back to sleep, didn't pull the covers back over my head.
I followed orders, stood there and took it while they beat me, held steady while they pulled out my beard.
Didn't dodge their insults, faced them as they spit in my face.
And the Master, God, stays right there and helps me, so I'm not disgraced.
Therefore I set my face like flint, confident that I'll never regret this.
My champion is right here.
Let's take our stand together!
Who dares bring suit against me?
Let him try! Look! the Master, God, is right here.
Who would dare call me guilty? Look!
My accusers are a clothes bin of threadbare socks and shirts, fodder for moths!

Psalm 55:16
I call to God; God will help me.
At dusk, dawn, and noon I sigh deep sighs—he hears, he rescues.
My life is well and whole, secure in the middle of danger
Even while thousands are lined up against me.
God hears it all, and from his judge's bench puts them in their place.
But, set in their ways, they won't change; they pay him no mind.

So finally I quote :

Romans 8:31-39

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.
And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us?
He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?
Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies.
Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us.
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?
As it is written:"For your sake we face death all day long;we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered."
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us.
For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

I walk in forgiveness



Well its seems I have been blocked from " The Real Exorcist" site. I can not even communicate with other members. I was not warned that I may have opinions that don't appeal to others or may offend others. But I tell you this. I am withdrawing my membership from this site. I will not be silenced by anyone but God. Oops,did you catch that. I actually typed the word God, I did not type it G*d. You know why I typed out the word God. Because God is not a shallow being as we are. He does not care if you type his name or not!

For men of God to have unforgiveness in their hearts over something so petty as what a Man says, to me is fundamentally wrong! Back to the basics Reverend! You have issues with Pride, Unforgiveness, close mindedness and the basic overall message of Jesus Christ. " Love one another". There is something inside your comments that shows it self to be bitter and one tracked. God is so much deeper than anything that is written in the Bible or than we as humans can understand. Trying to understand God beyond what is written in the Bible is a beautiful journey in its self. One which I fear many people will fail to pursue, because of Church ( mans ) doctrine.
My relationship with my Lord is personal, but I choose to share what I have learned. When Jesus Christ taught outside the then accepted temple laws and doctrine, he was murdered for it. I guess I got off easy.

And for all of you who read this blog! Open your minds and your hearts to the greater works that can be achieved through God and Jesus. Step out of what you call reality and into the realm of spirits where the most Holy resides. In that realm there are No Baptist, Methodist, Catholics, or Lutherans. Nope, only those who followed the teachings of Jesus are there. Matthew 10, 38 " And anyone who does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me". And the people said AMEN!!!!!!!

A letter !

I did some research and tracking. And I wanted to thank you for the invite. I will keep it anonymous, because I do not intend to be silent on issues where religion is injected into topics. I understand The great need of some people to follow religion. But as you probably already know, I do not follow religion or church doctrine. I only follow Christ and his teachings. I have made some comments already, and I am as tact full and respectful as I can be. I do have respect for people who are educated in religious studies.

But I am noticing that there are people here on this site who are stuck in a Biblical rut. They also seem dangerously judgemental!( ED ) Although I was not privy to the goings on with this man, I don't believe there should be an inside joke using him as a reference. He should be forgotten and forgiven, as Jesus would have done. Jesus says in the book of Matthew," But I tell you that men will have to give account on the day of judgment for every careless word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned ".

I am also a little concerned about being labeled as " ED ". I do not have a degree, but I plan on pursuing some Seminary classes. My opinions are just that. There is some closed minded statements being made here on this site, and I find it hard to hold back. Just because it does not talk about it in the Bible does not make it any less of a fact. The Bible does not talk about the Pc I am currently on, so I guess it cannot be real! Things do change in the realm of spirits. Apparently the minds of men do not change with the realm. Sorry to harp on this, I guess I just needed to vent! God bless you brother--- You and yours.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Tempting Demons?

Hello to all,

I was just relayed a story about a man who confronted a demon or demons out of ignorance. Apparently some people here in Wichita were having a get together at a house. The owner of the house has been seeing demons all his life. So the owner was apparently telling a friend of his about seeing demons all his life and that there were demons in the house. The house owners friend went in to the bathroom and confronted the demons! The end result was, the man who confronted the demons was possessed. His skin went white and he was not breathing well. A Christian, who was present for all of this prayed over the now possessed and enlightened man. The possession stopped. When the man awoke from his stupor, he claimed to have been in Hell during his ordeal.
Whats the morel of the story?
DONT MESS WITH DEMONS!!!! They have only one mission in their existence, that is to kill you! A demons boss does not accept defeat. Therefore the demons are unrelenting in their assignments to you.
If you read this blog, and you think you have a problem. Get help first! Do not attempt to rid yourself or your house of them with out some kind of professional advice or actual help. Anything can be accomplished in the name of Jesus Christ! But it takes great faith. Remember the parable of Jesus walking on the water? Peter asked Jesus to "tell me to come to you on the water", Jesus answered "come". The wind picked up greatly and caused Peter to doubt, just enough to start to sink.
It is the same thing when confronting a demon! You cannot be shaken in your belief that Jesus can do all things! Amen!!

God bless you all!

Happy Thanksgiving! Don't forget to thank our Lord for our continuing freedom to worship him with out the fear of death. And pray for those who risk death every day, only to worship our Father.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Demonic possesion of a house. What do I do?

Hello folks,

It has come to my attention that some people visiting this blog are seeking help in their own lives and/or homes. So I will help you the best I can for now and at a distance, as we are a volunteer group and stay fairly local.

So, some basic stuff here. How do you know if your house is haunted or demon possessed ? Ask yourself these questions:
1. Do you or anyone in the house have frequent nightmares?
2. Have you or anyone in the house been awakened while being choked and sat upon (usually across the chest)?
3. Have you or anyone smelled rotten eggs, sulfur, burning paper or feces while in the house, but you cannot find the origin?
4. Does the activity in the house get more intense around 12 am to 4 am, with the worst or strongest activity being between 3 am and 4 am?
5. Do you hear things like growling, scratching or babies crying?

If you answered yes to one of these questions, you might have a demon in the house. If you answered yes to two or more of the questions, you have a serious demonic force living amongst you.

Here is what you do next:
1. Do not provoke it. It can be very easy for you to become angry at the demon because of what it will do to your family. Remember this -- demons feed on two things, anger and fear. Show either one and feed the beast.
2. Seek a professionals opinion. My E-mail address is I will be happy to help you in any way I can. Consult with a demonologist. This is useful in finding out what kind of demon you may be facing.
3. Don't try to get rid of it unless you are completely prepared for anything and everything. And know this: If you get rid of the demon, it will come back and look for ways back into your house. If it gets back in, the demonic attacks are sevenfold worse than if you had done nothing. Make sure you are ready before you attempt this.
4. If you're about to cleanse your house of an evil spirit or demon, don't talk about what you are going to do! It can hear every word you say in the house. Most of them are not as intelligent as a dog. But there are leaders among them who are smarter than you. They know the Bible better than you. They knew God better than you do now, because they were once with God.
5. While you wait for a cleansing of your home, invoke the name of Jesus Christ and MEAN IT! We have been praying and laughter will come out of thin air, right next to us. If this happens to you, ignore it! You ask that in the name of Jesus Christ, this evil spirit or demon be bound from speaking, touching or hurting anyone. You ask of God to let his Spirit of protection surround you and your loved ones. It will be so, and you will be protected.

Any questions? Contact me at I will get back with you as soon as possible. I read my email everyday.
God bless you!


Monday, November 10, 2008

Proposition 8

So, I was watching the news the other day, and there was a video feed of the protesters outside the Mormon church. While I was watching this the video showed the protesters attacking an elderly lady who was there representing Jesus Christ. She was spat on, pushed, and ridiculed. The protesters also tore the cross shaped sign the lady was carrying from her hands, threw it to the ground and stomped on it as if it were on fire! I have to say, this is disturbing to me. Let alone how our heavenly father must feel about it. I was filled with a "soft rage" towards the people attacking this lady and my savior.
I am an avid reader of The book of Enoch. It helps me to understand things that I see, hear and feel in the realm of spirits. The following quote is from that book. And I dedicate it to all who have and all who will persecute Christians around the world.
"O that my eyes were clouds of water, that I might weep over you, and pour forth my tears like rain, and rest from the sorrow of my heart!
Who has permitted you to hate and to transgress? Judgement shall overtake you, ye sinners.
The righteous shall not fear the wicked; because God will again bring them into your power, that you may avenge yourselves of them according to your pleasure. "
I would also like to praise that lady for doing what as Christians we should all be doing. That is stepping out of our comfort zone and into the unknown,with Jesus Christ as our guide. God bless you all.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

House exorcism Photos. Nov1, 2008

This house exorcism went well. We had small amounts of resistance, and nothing movie like happened in the natural. We did get anomalous photographs though. More Spirit orbs, strange glows and a couple weird pictures taken outside the house the same night. I will post them for you to look at and come to your own conclusions.
Just plain weird.
This is how the Photo should look.

I thought maybe I was getting reflection from the plastic over the window. So I closed the shower curtain.

blessing the windows with oil.The closet the abused spirit of a little girl still hid in.
The floor and wall inside the closet.
Floor and wall again.
Orbs in both rooms. The large white spot on the left is a wall patch.

This house exorcism went well. We had small amounts of resistance, and nothing movie like happened in the natural. We did get anomalous photographs though. More Spirit orbs, strange glows and a couple weird pictures taken outside the house the same night. I will post them for you to look at and come to your own conclusions.

Monday, November 3, 2008


One of the definitions of reconcile is "to bring oneself to accept". Reconciliation is a personal journey by its definition. I am reconciled when it comes to things I do not understand. To me, I must accept what I see as real, although I do not always understand it. I think that for myself, if I did not accept the things I see and feel. I would have to be committed. I was raised in a atmosphere where if you wanted to be a Christian, Buddhist, Satanist, whatever you wanted to follow was your choice. I did not come up in any specific church. Therefore I was not subjected to the doctrines written by man. I do not have anything telling me ( no that cant be right ). To me, if it is written in the Holy Bible it is truth. There is no argument with my spirit when it comes to the Bible. So on that note lets get the facts. In the Holy Bible the word ghost is used one hundred and nine times. Ninety one of those times being in direct reference to the Holy Ghost. Eighteen of those times the word ghost is used in reference to someone usually giving it up. My favorite is Luke 24:39. Jesus even goes so far as to give us the physical make up of a ghost. Let us go further into this study and look at one of the definitions of "spirit". "A supernatural being, such as a ghost". The word spirit is used five hundred and two times. For those of you not keeping score, we are up to six hundred and eleven references to a spirit or ghost. If you add to this the word "spirits", you get forty six more references. Which by the way brings our total number of references to ghosts, spirits, and spirit to six hundred and fifty seven. That averages out a little better than one ghost reference every other page of the Bible. I am under the impression that to not see a ghost, in those days would have been more uncommon than seeing or feeling one. Jesus made distinctions between unclean spirits and spirits. With me the discernment as to the spirits master is more readily felt in this way. My skin will feel like it is crawling and I will get an almost immediate headache. I doubt Jesus was affected in this way. I am sure he just knew, because he walked fully in both our realm and in the realm of spirits at the same time all the time. God bless you all!


This is a quote from the " Lost Book of Enoch". I feel it is needed in our time. " Let not your spirit be grieved on account of the times; for the holy, the Great One, has prescribed a period to all.
Let the righteous man arise from slumber; let him arise, and proceed in the path of righteousness, in all its paths; and let him advance in goodness and in eternal clemency. Mercy shall be showed to the righteous man; upon him shall be conferred integrity and power for ever. In goodness and in righteousness shall he exist, and shall walk in everlasting light; but sin shall perish in eternal darkness, nor be seen from this time forward for evermore." God bless everyone of you!

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Mysterious God.

My joy comes from doing the work of the Lord. I believe that Jesus Christ is the risen Savior and I agree and come into alignment with the Word as written in the Bible. But, there are things that are unknown to the majority of Christians that God has made me privy to and in that my ministry was born.

I walk in the supernatural. Seeing, hearing, tasting and smell the realm of the unknown. Some would say that my giftings are a curse and there have been times in my walk with the Lord where I would have agreed to that. But, now, through long suffering and growth, I see that the Lord has gifted me in this way for a time such as this. And this is the end of an age.

Last night, my team, went to a house to clean it of spirits. We had already walked through the house and found that the were spirits and that two rooms were especially problematic. So, we started in the room that we perceived as the worst.

We started with worship and while in worship I noticed that, with my eyes shut, the darkness was intense. I opened up my eyes and I could see, as if, looking through an xray. I repeated, a few times, opening and closing my eyes. I felt the wall where this darkness was closing in and felt a panic come over me. It was then when I noticed a small child in the corner.

The little girl look about 5 of 6 years of age. She was frightened and ragged looking. The worship music continued as I watched this child. I started to ask God what was happening. I beg to God for revelation and that He would lead me to understanding.


I walked aways from the child and was lead to walk into a closet. There in the closet was the child again. She was hiding in the closet. But, hiding from whom. I walked back out and leaned up against a wall. I began to meditate on the situation and went into a vision. I was in the room but the room was full of violence. Chaos everywhere. I could see the child and an adult. He was beating her, throwing her around the room and raping her. Over and over again I saw the trauma to the child.

I began to feel ill and slipped down the wall to a sitting position. I came out of the vision and saw the girl come crawling out of the closet. She was headed straight for me, wanting me to pick her up. I was not going to have any part of that because I was not yet sure if I was under deception from Satan or if God was teaching me a new thing.

I have been under deception before. Evil can lead me off into rabbit trial and it takes much longer for me to get to the real problem. I have learned to not trust all you see and to wait on the Lord for clarity.

So, I got up from the child and whispered to my husband what was going on. Another on my team overheard me and began to take pictures. I appreciate these pictures but, at the moment was not able to really comprehend what he was showing me. I was wanting the truth.


I spoke to others and prayer went up to God. Finally, I heard from God. I do not, still, understand in fullness what happened last night. But, God told me to pray for release from bondage, to brake the ties to the strongman in the heavenlies and to pray freedom. So, I did. I prayed loud and with authority. As I did, I saw the little girl leave and go to the Father.

Precious is the moment when you see your Father's hand on the world. When His mercies grow into the heart of man. I know what I saw and I know what God said to me, but do I understand in my limited mind. NO!!! But, I celebrate the love of my God.

A child among us

Last night, God won another battle. No real surprise there. But during praise and worship, a senior member of the team received a terrible vision.

The vision was of a little girl. The little girl was scared and wanted to be picked up by the person who was having the vision. The vision went on to reveal this little girl had been repeatedly raped in the room we were standing in, and that she would hide in the closet. This girl was in the spirit, not in the body.

This team member was visibly shaken by the experience. She will also be writing about it later today, but until then, I will refer to her as "she". God told her to pray for bondage to be lifted from the room and that "strong man" ties be broken. When she prayed these things, the little girls' spirit left the room.

This experience has left me pondering an old question or two I have had for quite some time. #1. Can a Christians' spirit be earth-bound or held against its will by something other than God? #2. Can we, as instruments of God, break those binding mechanisms? #3 If #1 and #2 are in fact real things that can happen and not deception, how much deeper does this go? It should be noted that when we take photographs of the rooms after an exorcism, there are usually spirit orbs still present.

My belief is this: A spirit orb is the spirit of a person who once lived. When they were in a body they had the God-given "free will". Free will is given to the spirit and not to the body. Therefore the gift of free will does not die with the body, but carries on with the spirit. Maybe there is a fear of going to be judged by God. I fear the IRS, so to me it would make sense to fear the judgment of the almighty God.

When you are judged, there are four words you don't want to hear: "I never knew you". Make sure the works you do on earth are such that you are not the recipient of those words.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Demonic attacks!

If you are a Christian, it goes with out saying you will be attacked daily. But are these attacks becoming stronger and more frequent as we near an unseen end? Yes! I believe that Lucifer has been released on the unsuspecting world. Every where you look there are things (ungodly things) happening. The intensity of these attacks and the duration are what has changed. With in the last three to four years, this change took place. And you don't have to be a Christian sensitive to feel that change. The world around us has gone absolutely insane. It has paid its homage to the enemy and it will continue to do so for years to come. There is a marked change in how long it takes for an unclean spirit to leave a home,or a person. It is a matter of time, before this is common knowledge. Ask yourself how many people you know of that are gravely ill? How many friends do you have with mentally or emotionally disturbed children? How many people do you know who have had an abortion? When you watch TV, and some one on the TV blasphemes God or Jesus do you turn the channel? Or do you do like the rest of the world and not even bat an eye at the blasphemes thing just planted deep in your subconscious ? Satan is at war with God! If Satan wins even a few battles. Then your salvation is in jeopardy! If he wins you over and you die while under his yoke. You will be eternally separated from our Father in torment. Look around you! If you cant see what is going on in the spiritual realm. Find someone who can. If you see what is going on now and what is about to happen, don't be silent! For if you are silent about it, I say you are fighting for the wrong team. We are here to help people come to the lord! We do smaller and smaller amounts of what we are supposed to do! We are making it easier for the demons to win souls for Satan. We give no resistance! WAKE UP! Or you will perish and not know why. Me, I am going down fighting. The Lord Jesus will know me when I meet him! Will he know who you are?